I'm afraid to go on anti-depressants and anti-anxiety medication because I don't want to give up aclohol--...

I have general anxiety, depression, and social anxiety. I took Lexapro before and drank with it and didn't really have many problems, but I went off of it thinking I could be fine. However, so far this has not proven true. But I'm weary of going back on antidepressants, especially ones that aren't Lexapro, which might warn of seizures as a possible risk with drinking. However, I realize I may need to go back on them. Perhaps if I knew they were going to work, rid me of my depression, and mostly social anxiety, I would not have a problem without drinking. But drinking has been my key to having a social life, as I can really only socialize while drinking. Any suggestions on what to do??? Sorry, I know I rambled, but thanks for any responses.